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Stephen Paul Miller

    
     Damage


1.

Everything inside me insists,
resists, and goes under.

Dreamy against a moment’s skin,
like a building upside-down,

Scott Joplin and Irving Berlin meet
and the Great American Songbook opens.

I tell you this class is going nowhere
and you say that’s what you like about it.

Sometimes Joplin drops in,
but the connections are loose.

Suddenly everything feels left to right
sliding sideways making me

forget all the chest pains
settling in.

Captive roses with their blooms cut,
we swing on each severed downbeat.

Chopin keeps his notes tight
and Brahms bubbles up

Through the milky Sergio Leone film.
shaping us. Where we are is what we do.

I’m just blazing it.
No one in this class knows how or when

Franklin Roosevelt was elected
but I feel warm spring air.

Do you want to say something
with my pen
because all I do is take attendance.

To me that means
putting more

quarters in the washing machine,
setting different cycles,

rinsing and drying,
softening and folding.

I don’t invent fine distinctions in order
to make some better than others.

When I’m wild, the class controls me.
This is such a good class—

so calm and controlled—
they don’t notice the teacher is sleeping.

2.

Bach volunteers
in a free clinic

playing late Joplin that’s more like jazz,
then segueing into a very proper 1890s

Joplin waltz much
like the two Chopin mazurkas

nine-year old Tchaikovsky plays
on a water piano.

A spotlight on Tchaikovsky
completes the effect.